I haven't been on here in several weeks due to many reasons. Anyways, I come back today and find out several of the blog I read have gotten pregnant. While I am extremely excited about that it also makes my angry and sad. On top of that my co-worked who did her first IUI with a non-medicated, monitored cycle got a faint BFP yesterday. Seriously?!? Why not me?!?!?! I'm so extremely depressed about this all right now. Literally everyone around me is pregnant. I can't escape it! I've been doing acupuncture and herbal supplements, and while I love them because I feel amazing, I don't know if it's working. I'm so discouraged right now and feel like having a biological child just isn't something that is going to happen for me.
Onto the next subject...my husband. I'm so frustrated with him and his job. I haven't really gotten to spend much quality time with him for the last 6 weeks. He spend 3-4 weeks doing intense training for his expert infantryman badge (which he was eliminated in the second to last day) then he got block leave and his friend came up for the entire two weeks with his son so my husband spent the majority of his time with them and I got to "tag along." Now he's back to work and the first day they tell him that he is going into the field for training for the next 2 nights. As if that isn't enough when he gets back he has intense training for the rest of the week and then has to do it all over again next week! What does a girl have to do to get quality time with her husband?!?!
